Healing is starting to feel really exhausting…
And it’s not so much the act of healing itself that’s exhausting…
Because once the crying has ended (as that tends to accompany my healing as of lately) I feel freer and less weighed down…
But healing is starting to feel exhausting because in some cases I’m still interacting with the very people who have caused the wounds that I am processing and working to heal from…
And my healing is starting to feel like this never-ending battle as their blinders seem to hinder them from seeing the pain that they continue to cause…
And it’s not like I haven’t done my due diligence to try to establish and communicate my boundaries… because I have…
Nevertheless some things remain the same and I’m starting to wonder if it’s even worth it to maintain these relationships…