Grief really has taken me on on such a wild journey the last several years…
And as the years go by I am finding myself more and more irritated that this is not something that I can just overcome…
And I also hate the fact that I will oftentimes get triggered by something unexpected… while not having the reaction that I expected to have when a milestone approaches…
And somewhere along the way I heard it said that death was never something that we were created to be able to deal with…
I don’t remember how I felt when I initially heard it…
But as more time passes, and more loved ones are lost I can’t help but to agree that I was not created to be able to deal with the fact that someone can truly just cease to exist outside of my heart and distant memories…
And it’s honestly annoying to me that death is even something that we have to deal with…