Change is always kind of hard for me to accept…
And maybe that’s not even the correct phrase to describe what I have experienced… but it always takes my mind and emotions a while to catch up with and embrace whatever new reality presents itself to me…
And it’s kind of funny when I really think about it because I am such an overthinker and almost always obsess about anticipated changes before they happen…
Yet once the change actually takes place, I sort of just go through the motions for a while until I have this epiphany alerting me to the fact that I need to embrace my new reality…
And when I think about it even further… it’s almost like all of the motions that I went through up to that moment was some sort of on-the-job training that was preparing me to thrive once I caught up with what was happening…
I have also been thinking a lot about how much life has changed in the past 10 months… and I really have found myself mourning the things that are no longer while simultaneously feeling such deep gratitude for the things that replaced the things that are no longer…
I wonder if that’s how I will feel once these upcoming changes that I have been overthinking and obsessing about take place…
I guess time will tell…