Posted on April 1, 2021April 17, 2021Categories decisions, growth mindset, journal, reflection, relationships, single, transparency, Uncategorized, vulnerability, waitingTags , , , , 1 Comment on These can’t be my only options…

These can’t be my only options…

It’s always kind of funny when I sit down to type out a post… when I don’t really want to dive into the topic that’s weighing on my heart and mind… I guess ironic would be the more appropriate word since I’m not exactly laughing… but it’s ironic because I pride myself on being transparent… I mean I share my struggles so that others don’t feel alone in theirs… sometimes I wish I wasn’t this way because it forces me … Continue reading “These can’t be my only options…”

Posted on March 1, 2021April 17, 2021Categories decisions, growth mindset, isolation, journal, reflection, transition, transparency, waitingTags , , ,

The journey from here to there…

I remember hearing this teaching where the instructor was explaining the process that a seed goes through to become a plant… The first thing that the gardener does is prepare the dirt and dig a hole… Then they put the seed in the hole… After they’ve placed the seed in the hole… they cover the seed with dirt so that it’s buried… the seed is also alone and isolated while it’s buried… After that the gardener waters the seed as … Continue reading “The journey from here to there…”

Posted on January 15, 2021April 17, 2021Categories advice, decisions, journal, reflection, transparency, waitingTags , , ,

In the waiting…

I’ve never really been a fan of processes… or journeys… or whatever word you want to use to describe the, oftentimes, lengthy period of time that one has to endure to get from here to there… (wherever there may be…) And it’s not the hard work, discipline, or determination needed that I have an issue with… Because honestly, I get a sense of pride when I push myself beyond what I initially thought I could and accomplish things I didn’t … Continue reading “In the waiting…”

Posted on December 15, 2020April 17, 2021Categories decisions, isolation, journal, reflection, transparencyTags , , , , ,

Lonely

It’s crazy how minutes and hours and days and weeks and months and years go by… And while each moment is happening, certain choices may seem kind of insignificant in the grand scheme of who we are and what we will become… But then something happens that causes us to stop and reflect on the current events of our life… And suddenly we realize that we don’t exactly recognize the person that we have become… As I write this, the … Continue reading “Lonely”